I don't know if you remember me but I am a LensWork alumni (#54) - the alphabet project. I'm working on a new "green" version, letter forms found in nature. I devour your words, blog, pdf's, podcasts, books, everything — and I'm always hungry for more. May I ask you for some insights?
- What are your feelings about entering competitions?
- How do you feel about photographing the same things or rather in the same places over and over again?
- Do you find more inspiration in a totally new environment?
- Who do you photograph for? Yourself? If so why show your work to others? And, if a photographer does show his work what are the pitfalls of searching for ego builders?
I once exhibited with an artist who's major aim was for fame, she manages to sell her work easily, I must confess of fame and money I would like to sell my work rather than become famous from it, what are your feelings about fame or money (or neither?)
— Abba Richman
This is one of the things I really love about my work as a publisher — getting to know so many nice and creative folks. Abba's project was fun to publish; some of his photographs of shapes found in the world that look like letters of the alphabet where quite hilarious and inventive. Very fun.
Let me see if I can respond in any way that might be useful.
Competitions: I think they can have a purpose early in one's career, if for no other reason than to give us a reason to complete work and go through the submission process. I get nervous about money, though. The kinds of competitions that charge you an entry fee for a few images and then award some winner a pile of cash need careful examination. I've looked at these things for over 20 years now and I'm yet to find one that distributes back to the "winners" more than a fraction of what they collect. They may masquerade well as contests for the benefit of photographers, but they are huge profit producers for the contest sponsors. Also, I'm yet to hear a photographer report that being in a contest was a career-launcher for them. Maybe for the Grand Prize winner, but for the rest of the folks, it's not all that beneficial. So, I guess, I'm luke warm at best; not enthusiastic, that's for sure.
Photographing over and over: Yes, do so. Your first reaction to a subject may be your very best, but rarely. How will you know unless you do more? Give yourself permission to dig a little deeper and see if you can move beyond the kneejerk composition or way of seeing. Listen; allow time to be a part of your process; be open to what the subject reveals; give yourself permission to experiment; accept failure as part of the process; try to see differently, not just repetitively; angles, lenses, exposure, depth of field, shutter speeds, light, angles of light, your very emotions — how many variable are there to explore? Is it reasonable that the very first combinations will plumb the depths of possibilities? Go back, go back, and go back again. You'll know when you're really done after you've been through a few projects and come to know your own creative process better. Besides, editing is the most creative part of the process that too many photographers undervalue. I say this as an editor and publisher.
New environment: Sure, habit alone makes it a challenge to see what is close to home. The problem with this is that travel is so serendipitous. It's exciting to see new places, but access is problematic; being there when the light is fabulous is dicey; the lure of whatever might be around the next bend is seductive; and time constraints can be restrictive. On the other hand, when we pack the car with camera gear and head out, we are at least divorced from the distractions of everyday demands. Just being there — anywhere — with a camera will increase the odds of making interesting images compared to sitting as a couch potato with the camera in the closet.
Audience: I photograph for myself; I make prints, PDFs, web pages, etc for others. When I'm out in the world photographing, I never consider the audience. Ever. But, back in the darkroom or in front of the computer when I start producing something that I hope others will want to see, I do find it useful to try to look through their eyes in an empathetic sort of creative process. Why produce a book no one wants to read? Or, a website that turns people off? As to "ego builders," anyone who says they don't value compliments from an audience is lying to you. The trick is to maintain a measure of equanimity when either compliments or criticisms are laid at your feet. As a publisher, I've learned that people's opinions are interesting, but just opinions. It's always an entertainment when I receive emails that compliment or criticize our publications. Every writer crafts their email from a position of absolute authority — "You're brilliant!" — "You suck!" — and they are often next to each other in the email inbox. During the early years of LensWork, my ego was dashed and raised, raised and dashed with every new comment. I remember the same thing in my early years as a photographer. As I've aged, I've come to a point where such comments don't have the same effect to swing my emotions with such vigor. Listen, absorb, find the nuggets that can be useful in helping your work, but don't let them rule (or ruin) your creative life.
Fame and money: Both are results, not goals. Do your work. Do your best work. Dig deep and create with all your soul. You may become famous. You may not. You may get rich. You may not. These are non sequitur to the creative life. If you really want fame and fortune, become a celebrity, a politician, or enter the business world. Producing photographic artwork is a poor way to pursue any of these.
Sorry for being so long winded, but you asked — and some great questions, I might add. Thanks for allowing me to add my thoughts to the discussion.